Waking up from a dream

You know when i was little, i used to dream of growing up, getting out of school, being a adult.
I used to have fun all day, even during the exams, i would definitely play first before studying.
Well, studying was never concluded in my daily routine, i don't know if i knew the meaning of that word. To me doing things that i like is the key ingredient in my life. Nothing else matters.

And when i was little, i used to be the favourite of my mother, i would go to her, hug and cling to her. I remembered how she used to work hard to get what i want. Or i remember getting her to spend RM100 on things that i dont need but want.

I remember my sisters bringing me to watch Disney movie, The Lion King and also how my 2nd sister used to wait for me to finish school when i was about 7 years old.

I remembered all those happy times, when i have all the freedoms of being myself and where responsibilities and other people doesnt matter.

And with great pity, i can say that i have entirely sway from being who i am from the beginning.